Back with her!!!

I am back with the girl that once crushed me down, but she came back to me and asked for redemption, anyways it took me time to take her back just to be more precaution to avoid history to be happen again....

I starting to love her and appreciate her more only if she's starting it as well...

LOVE HER TO THE MAXXXX!!!!

Yeah babe, love you more than you do

this is me

i can't say what is best for me...but i think i had enough udah, in terms of my education, i don't want to pursue my study since i think it won't bring me further...i done badly in my physics and chemistry so i really don't care with my A level results, i just want to be freedom...lols, i know i am stupid some peole say udah pasal atu but what can i say they have their rights to talk about me =)
God blessed me so far, but i wished i had more...thanks for giving me friends that always behind me whenever i sad or under pressure, that's all that i can say so far ciow....

Hoolidays!!!

School's Holiday is about to end but i've just update my post ujung-ujung,

Anyway i know i must have to do this, hellleww!big fellas let me tell you what i've done during my whole first term holiday recently....

First i went to the immigration for making my new YELLOW IC, yes aku sudah buat thanks to Muiz and Cikgu haryati kali i can't recall her name that well, Then we under 18 were being told to attend last tuesday cause we were having a match with the under 18 senior. But sadly, i couldn't come cause due to transport problems....Next we're having another practice sessions which is on today, samaaa jua nada transport, i do hope sir alias wouldn't mad at me....=)

Frankly, i can't wait for this upcoming new term there's so much things that i should do such as getting serious with my study, seeing ShIN everydaya if only icould, and getting fit for this upcoming first match with the PTEK...Sooo guys with me luck thennnn

Thanks

I would like to say thanks and as well as sorry to my english's tutor, Ms Salina, for spending and wasting her time just by layan us, yang macam "immature" ane.

Sorry cause aku nada Ms Salina punya picture, but i'll grab some of it from my friends soon,

GOOD LUCK !!!

Have fun with Psychologist...

Leave me alone, BITCH!!!

Everyday i keep on remembering you but look what have you done!! when i asked you who's that guy, you replied it by saying that's just a silly guy who wanted your love....
I giving up everything to you but you just ignore it by taking another guy in our life....
To be frank, i really did not like to be cheated, especially my own gurl, besides now i know who the real girl you are,

days have passed, we broke up unofficially, i started it, and i should end it like the way i want...
Sooo you can move away from my face bitch!! I don't want to get onto you much longer...

BACK OFF!!!

i had you fake action, get your ass out of my live big fat liar!!!

Stucked!!!

for heaven's sake i really feel like to stay out from the school compound, but heyy it's just one of my opinion after all, now i once again being pressurise by th finance deprtment asking for the fees, How on earth can i get it from...Think about it?

My parents is retiring well my sarcastic brother did not help much with us and also my sister, which left me to handle it by myself. i really do hope that the finance staff know what my situation is, i am stucked, being loner is not in my wish-list.

i am trying to handle this by taking part-time job, anything can suit me the best. but there's no other job to give me an oppurtinity at all. That's one my suck-iest status is.

Anyway i am thinking to see the counsellor, but i am afraid to tell everything over and over again. I know it is silly for being desperate in terms of this but i don't even know where i should lay down with.

if i was being given 3 wishes i would say infinite money, being minister of education and helps my family. but that is just for "if only"...

For does who read this thanks for sharing you guys punya time, anyway
ciow~

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3) Kediakuuu aneee banyak cakap urangnya...
4) Aku mau keraja awaaaalllll......
5) Aku suka maiiinnn???bola,basketball and yadayadayada...
6) Love my parents but not my siblings....
7) Hate to seeee tutorrr yang boringggg...
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4) Zzyyydahhh....
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7) Nazrul.
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Back To School!!!

Well...i am back to school with out what i expected.As what some people who knew from the beginning that I am retaining another year at the PTEB, that's the true behind all of my fake characters. well all of a sudden i was get promoted by the principal. How's that happen? For your information i am a purple ic holder which means i am a permanent resident consequently i have to pay every month at PTEB with a total amount of $130 bucks.

Started last august 2008 my parents was not able to pay it soo 5 months fee were overdued starting from august 08 up until december 08. Since we were not able to make a clearence the school had decided to give a drastic decision by retaining me another year in the PTEB. I know it the stupid decision and i was shocked with it. but what can i do...i just need to be strong and hide my problem.

last monday i came to school just wanted to see the principal, to tell her that i wanted to quit and find a job to make money for the school fees. unfortunately, the school didn't want me to quit or transfer to PTE Katok neither. I was stucked and delima. Then the principal came forward and told to start my first day school on tuesday i was at shocked as well as speechless.

i know its a good news for me but at the same time i still need to pay the fees which total amount about $700+. Where the hell can i get such money from?????

I am once again in a trapped decision....should i continue or not???most of my friends say i should but do they know where my position is right now???I am in such a horrible decision....

My dad pushed me to take the offer and i said yes!!!i am going to take the offer. Sooo Right now i am in the UPPER SIX babeee!!!!Yeahhhh!!!!

Ohhh!!!by the way i will have my yellow ic soon around 23rd february kali....that's what i waiting for....Thanks for all of you guys who keeps on supporting me not to quit from school. You guys punya wisdom of word is really made my life more challenging


This goes to Haafiiyyy,

remember the girl that i had crushed berabisssss atuuu????
Do you wanna see her face?
If out of ten brapa kau bagi????
To me i'll give it 10/10....

Happy new year!!

Happy new year..To all my friends and others. And sorry
to haffy cause i might not be able update more cause being busy...
To yasriah i'll not be able to reply your tag.
To piqah i'll link you soon...

Few days

Another two days, approx. 60 hours, they'll be back and show the smile from their face. The only way to wait for them is just do anything that i think can make them happy to see me. (= mummy daddy here i go....There're lots of thing happened here, i need to tell you guys....

Miss you guys a lot

The time has come but the tears that has not yet stopped and it seems like waiting for somebody to make it stop.The only reason why i cry is because of you guys - Mummy and Daddy - Yeah!! it sounds like a kid but then again i have to when it comes into distances, FYI both of them has arrived at Medina just to full fill one of the "Rukun Islam" condition....


I remembered what Hadi told to me, a man can cry even when they don't have to, but i opposed the fact about it, i said a guy should not cry because it is just looks gay in front of me....My ego has carried me further from the reality, Well in the end i did cry much during the farewell time.....As my parents stepped upon the check-in entrance i thought twice; it should be me and my parents there waving to all my relatives, but it would not going to happen because at first i obviously confirm to be to Medina with my parents for performing the Hajj....But it was cancelled because i was late registered by my dad and my flight was at different day with my parents furthermore i would be stay at different hotel as well....aaarggghhhh!!!!



After few days they gone....my day is no longer the same it changes differently.Me and my sister have to shower the cats, feeds them, doing more chores and dont't forget showers the plants...Well, actually my new lifestyles is so monotious, but then again what can i do to change it with what i wanted with.

Lastly, Mummy and Daddy we all going to miss you guys a lot altough it is just for a month.Don't worry about us we can handle it...Miss you guys Brabishhhh!!!!

P/S: To my cousins and relatives,
Don't Forget to come to our house every Thursday kay? Sembahyang berjemaah tane tu...

Sincerely,
Quadroze

The New PTE Katok

Hai readers sorry for the late update anyway....mmmmm.....

As what i promised to my friends who desperately want to see the inner view of the PTE Katok.....Well man your wish has been granted by me....

Let Me bring you guys to the new school for this first time...

This school is really awesome and cool!Wallau eyh....

Here are the pictures that you guys been waiting for...

That's me, Dina, Diken and Abhar from the right; anyway we took a picture right in front of the school...its kind a seat where we waiting for being fetch- Yaaa!!!it's the waiting bay...its cool man...you guys shall see it...

Guess what? This is the assembly area, hahaha lawakan? FYI every corridornya ada CCTV, (BENAR WAH?)

Tutors of PTEB-ians, This is just like you guys punya paradise, where the tutors will sit and hear the agenda- A Conference Room

We have the chance to take a picture with the new-D.P- (the guy; DP1, A lady which wears the Purple baju kurong; DP2 and miss peach; tHe Finance Staff)



This school is 100% safe from any unexpected circumstances, especially fires...Look!! it is a gadget that can safe 2-4 lives just by using it anyway.

That's me with my friend Dina...is she looks fat to you? well to me yes...hahaha but then again here is where the tutors will held their lunch; the kitchen...

look!!!its me yang wanabe "alim" ah hahah!!! by the way this the "Surau" its just look BOOM man!!!

Heii abhar..Whassup with the rush? He was with me at that time..and this picture was taken by Diken when i was at the Tutor's Staffroom..

LOok, its the tutor punya kunci; for locking their cupboard..i just kinda like this key which it can patahkan into two...I just wanna "Tapau" it at that time, though....-Penapau!!!

That is me again...at this time we were in the lecture room and the room is kinda like the QLap Mall punya cinema and its just so big and may be can occupy the students up to 200+ May be~

This is the library and it also big in live...it just so cool but at first we didn't like the scent of this room,though, but then again it just too big which made us forgot with the new-bad-scents..

This is the front view of the "Surau" besarkan?kan?kan? Majal~ hahah!!!those doors...guess what??its the office..i wonder who's going to use it...

This..Hmmmmm...Just an unfinished block anyway...

This the tracks kali~but the again yeahhh~~~~~its the pitch's track...


This is a room...especiaLLY for the homescience CCA...Lame area~~

That's us, at the canteen, there are three sections where we can take a nice chill drink- at the ground, Air-Cond Area and Veranda.



Its the Hall, its just look bigger than the current PTEB punya skulah, it has this PA system punya room and a GYM as well, Yes!! a Gym, mate.
We took the picture at the first floor of the Hall. anway, as you can see yang yellowish tube atu is the air-Cond..What???Damit jua???

This the Grand STand- besar pulang jua and we didnt get the chance to sit there last time so just took the pricture dari jauh saja ^winks^

We were so lame~ perasan "Candid" hahaha!!!!

Its a very colorful locker i just kinda like its color...

Now the better view of the pitch, puas hati jua ah, when I saw it in live...

Lastly, Say Cheese!!!that's us in the lecture room...hehehehe

THat's all that i can post, just wait for my other post, goodie!!

Sorry with all my heart

Selamat hari raya to all of you....After what i did that may offend you guys....Since i just finished visiting duan my fellow ex-school mate and my former maths mate....I just wanna do this tags or what ever you guys name it...1) duan- although i cant remember what i did wrong to you anyway to be frank i totally jealous of you and i am sorry with all my heart...2) rahimah- sorry if i ever hurts your feeling or disturbed you before i am sorry and really regret totally. 3) abhar- sorry with everything and accept my apologies...Jangan lupa ah? Aku ikut toh lau kamu beraya.... 4) all of guys that now me well or nope i know after all this time you guys feel annoyed with my behaviour i can feel it with you guys punya expression...Maaf zahir batin since i cant name all you guys sal i know that nearly all my friends didnt like me..MAAF ZAHIR BATIN DARI HUJUNG KAKI KE HUJUNG RAMBUT KAY?

Woowww!!!

don't mess with me though, anyway i still didn't tell my parents about the JUNE results though, the end-of-year quite stressful but then again it helps me to step up in my academic hahaha apakan cawer~~~ Just now i visiting some of my friends blog and i quite enjoying the video from my friends; Duan....well this video was recorded by himself....and in the video is one of our schoolmate Aziz well he actually my long-long friend I'm sure he forgotten me.....He was being chosen to the next round in one of the famous Brunei reality TV shows-P2F.....He has this resilient and smooth voice i just feel envied at him..... well anyway enjoy your watch....

P/s: i got E in my Maths its a credits Yahooooo!!!!!!!!!!

21st August 2008-should I proud or Cry?

hi guys...sorry i am late for and lazy to get posting anymore...anyway guess what?t i had "D" again in my English June O Level....should i cry or proud to my self again for having twice "D" grades consistently....congrats to Khairul for getting passed in his English June O Level results-He got "B" with a very outstanding results....I am trapped should I tell my parents about this or nope? To night i slept over at Nabil's House but i slept here without mummy and daddy's permission....We were having a great fun here....I should say thank you to Nabil for inviting me here his a very nice guy....well he about to have his scholarship at UK just like my other friends.....Well congrats to him and good luck....i'm gonna miss your man~you're my closest friend at PTEB but when you flew to the UK for sure I'll be EMO again~ Peace Yo~ Good luck Nabil and congrats to him...

Cool....but not good.

well guys...i am going to stop bloging for a while..just to get focus in my end-of year exam....by the way i just wanted to get a good results, as you can see in my previous post my assesment test results was really poor....I'll try harder this time......

Look its my latest picture i took it during the Sultan's Birthday...

Apadeyh~ cawer.........

Look that's my father...(aka..S^LT^^)

Well I'm sure you have seen this ........If you visit my friendster before ^winks^

What the heck..

Wassup? Have you try to comment my post? Well if you don't please dropped it here...^winks^.... I am blurred right now so i do not know what to post in...Just keep in touch with me...Yikes!!

Chemistry...

Hmmm...My chemistry results had released yesterday i got U which is 34% i really disappointed with it, i used the "last minute revise" if i revise much more early i'll get a good result...

"Gosh!!Thanks!!"

Thank you Abhar for saying that cruel words! well, I know you're acting like i am not exist...But I can't imagine you replied it that way ^Tears^..You wanna know what I am asking you that afternoon? - What time you go home?-I asked it twice and you ignoring it without knowing that it actually hurts me a LOT. You want to know why I am doing lots of jokes which is foolish and insane? I do it because I need a friends or even more, I am lonely and stress. All you guys don't know my real life is, It's all full of darkness and only Dina know about it all this time. well anyway Thank you for reading this, it's just help me to express my damage feeling by Abhar....

"My Report!!"

Do you want to read my English Test report?

"Careless of riding"

6Th of July 2008- Sunday, 5:32 p.m; at that time i was hanging out with my friends at Seri Q-lap mall. We were about to watch a new movie-"Hancock", but the movie would start another 15 minutes. while waiting for the movie, we ate at one of the fast food restaurants.

We were chatting and suddenly, there was a bus trip came to the area. It was full of students, I believed they there to see the new expo about computers. they all wore white shirts and blue skirts (may be they were from St. Andrew's School). after all of the students left the bus there were noises coming from a rider. The motorcycle was ridden by a young man ( about twenty years old). The vehicle was green kawasaki and the license number was BW918.

One of the students, who had just arrived crossed the unloaded area and wanted to pick her ribbon that she had just dropped. the rider rushed to the checkpoint and lost control when he saw the girl. The girl was shocked and unable to save her life. the rider crashed into the parking cars and had an appalling injuries.

Based on what i witnessed, the caused came from the rider himself. He should not accelerate at the checkpoint; this is to avoid any accident. The rider was carried by an ambulance so did the girl. The vehicle and the cars were brought by the police too.

Actuall it was already being corrected by my English tutor, the original copy is really crap. FYI; i got 65% in this paper.

"Help!!"

Give me a name-list of food that you think could gain my weight, as you can see I am thin, thinner and thinnest. But make sure it tastes yummies~...^Wink^

:Shh..Secret!!"

Do you know the acronym for secret? Well I do...he!! He!!

• S - Say without shame to people you trust.
• E - Excitement feeling arise when hearing his/her secret.
• C - Compliment for him/ her for revealing the secret.
• R - Ready to post it when you received it (the secret)...Nada deyh...
• E - Ego; be an ego to cover your secret.
• T - Thank you; say to him/her after they tell you their secret.

P/S :-

This is not me, I'm just doing surveyed and concluded it into this (above). If you think you have guts to tell your secret, i could say you are a hero.

Please~

Say Please when you need my help, I'm sure i'll help you(no worrries), but please don't ask my help when it comes inMaths, Physics, or Chemistry cause there are lots of people that much more genius than me such as, monica, arafat, Hadzirun, Aizuddin, atikah, Wani, Muazz- this people are people that I think "Genius". When it about love? Just spill ity...Insyallah, I'll help you...

Headlines~

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In Korea or Japan(I Forgot!!!),

A terminal bus was stolen by a KID, 14-years old with 10 passengers in the bus, the kid said he did it because he was really stress-How can you release tension like that? then he was being investigated by the police...

Pervert!

If you know me very well, I'm sure one word that "lintasing" in your mind is pervert ^sparkly eyes^. well i don't care what ever you can call me, dude; just not too much cause I am still human and do have my own limit ^wink^. If you asked me who is the hottest pornstar in this world? I shoul say MARIA OZAWA- she's hot!, but some people like to argue with me they think EVA ANGELINA is the hottest and sexiest. It's not a big deal, the catch is who ever have the tightest P^SSY is the hottest. Sorry to post this, I kinda bored right now...He!He!

Have you go there?

Bandar Seri Begawan- The capital city of brunei now is colored by beautiful neon lamps everywhere. The best place I love to see is....at the clock post which near to the post office as you can see the colour will mesmorise you-no doubt! Well if you don't like it please do not tell me! ^sighed^. Oh Yeah...Have you buy the food there too? If you a type of person that like the fried food I suggest you to go there too! There are lots of food where you can choose such as "SotongTutok"(luruskah ejaku ah?) Ha!Ha!"Simple-Bruneian Hamburger", Nasi Katok(Apadeyh!!) and lots more

Hate this~

Arghh..Actually i do not know how to console people especially my girl friend, does it girl is too sensitive? Just now i told my girl that i companied my friends first, i'll catch up her later them she told me to piss off...Can't you believe it? I can't stand this anymore....

"Sorry is very hard to say to people that you know"

Hei, happy birthday to his majesty of brunei, hai guys wassup? Tonight in so bored...I went to bandar and watched the performance by bruneian artist...I felt guilty for posting about my previous GOSSIPS....Ross guys...I also wanna says sorry to my beloved girl friend; nurul i miss you very much...Kay bye wait for my next post....

Rahimah~

I need you currently where are you? Arghh!!!!! don't fool me..... Don't late kay?...Nurul i miss you very much...where are you busy? Miss my honey....

Sorry~

Hei guys...sorry for not updating this blog...btw yesterday, i could say it's my bad day...just to tell you guys that i got new info in our school....a guy "D" being admired by a girl "Z", this guy may be did not know about this but "Z" said she loves him very much....Next info is about a girl...She's being called as "K**UP" i hate her very much...when you see her walking she is just like bicth to me....okay I'll keep on updating...I promise....by the way who ever think that he/she was being offended by me i'm really sorry...Are you sure that is you that i'm talking about?

Happiest day

I have just received a comment from my friend rahimah, thank you rahimah...Today is my happiest day,why? I have won at wrestling with my friend, to be frank, my english is suck and lame...Tommorow, is my chemistry test wish me luck kay? For viewer or reader just drop your comment here, thanks

Repeating...

Im just doing the same thing all over again...Gossips maybe i have not get any new info, but i'll post it as soon as i got it..Guess what i failed in my math 33%, but i got D in my physics with 53% i really did good effort in physics..Kay, ill keep on hitting my blog daily..Cale betty~

I'm tired~

Just finished, playing street ball...Well right now i'm mingling with my friends. Just to dry up my sweat, so i have just been given allowance...I didn't know what to do with it, well i'll think about it later, goodnight...

Modifying...

I'm modifying this blog, just to make it more beautiful, i need some colour(for heaven's sake), okay i hope monica is currently read my blog right now...hai monica, how is my blog is it cool? haha, later on we'll give you more gossip(s)...haha, btw thanks for hearing my feelings that day...thanks for the view kay monica? bye....wait for my other post to be posted here....

results....

now...i'm blogging at the school during break time, well i'm helping muiz modifying his friendster...i put it kaka profile too! just to make him proud of me....What? the kaka profile can't be seen? huh!!!! okay i should try another profile then, (hold on)...Arghhh!!!!!! the connection is so slow~be patient Nazrul...yes...got it....

Second Post

I kinda like to bloging right now, maybe its my passion...haha, expressing my feelings should be the most important way to say, I actually can't wait for tommorow....My Maths and my physics results maybe come out, right now i still in the school library....it seems that people notice about my changes recently, and i can't wait for december-Perform Haj- I love to be there just like my cousins.....

First Blog

This is my first blog, what should i say? Hmmm....i'm a newbie in this aspect...hahaha, now i'm blogging at the school, being watchd by my friends.....i don't even know what to do next after this, welll today is my second day Assessment Test, My Maths test was really hard, My physics was yesrterday.....Let's see later what would be my results, I targeting my maths will fail...Hahaha(Just to be humble)kay, that's all i can say, until next time...